Numb Me Raw..

You ever just get so caught up with trying to understand how you feel, and you just end up not feeling? Going through extended periods of time with no desire, no feels, just aimlessly walking wherever the body takes you.. I started ambitious, full of the hunt, but as time progressed my appetite started to dwindle.. this new feeling became secondary.. the excitement that I felt initially has dwindled away, and I am raw as ever before.. I am down to my last layer, stripping myself to my primal layer of emotion. My emotions are no longer written, yet I write my feelings into existent at every second of the day.. i am no longer concerned with how my well being is feeling, I have to adjust my mindset to my temporal concerns, and source my emotion as time unravels.. letting my passion take the liquid form of gas and my heart being a match.. i control the burn and intensity of my situations, I am no longer a slave to my emotions, but rather the navigator of my mind and body's ethereal journey..